It's getting late. The sun's about to set Darkness, please don't show up this day; Here comes another night in my dismay. The thought of sleep terrorizes me, This monster has taken over my dreams I could feel him creeping in my bed, please go away! He's touching me and taking over me! I want to tear out my skin and every memory.....SOMEBODY PLEASE WAKE ME! I feel so filthy!!! I rise out my creepy dream, only to know this is my reality, The being I once planned to be, has been transformed in to nobody. His perverse moment of pleasure is now my like long nightmare. My God can you restore my cry? Please tell me it was all one big lie, and save me from my life's bitter-sweet lullaby.

You are a pearl in God's eyes, and in everybody's eyes you are a secret treasure, and you have no idea how much you are worth. Don't cry anymore, just surrender all of your suffering to the Lord, let him take care of your situation.

What has occurred to you is awful, and NOBODY in the world deserves that, don't ever blame yourself for being molested it wasn't your fault.

Dealing with Fear and Thoughts

Fear is a spiritual force. It is the opposite of faith. Fear is real, and it is not of God. It affects the life we live on planet earth. It affects the physical body. It can put a wrinkle in the skin, change the color of hair, make the heart beat fast or even stop. Fear motiveates Satan as Faith motivates God. Fear is Satan's tool as Faith is God's. Faith in God's Word brings peace.

1. For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love and of a sound mind. (2 Timothy 1:7)

2. So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God. (Romans 10:17)